it's been a few days..

.. and much has happened.


Marc and I are giving things another shot.. it's not right to feel that way about someone and be apart.. but there is some apprehensiveness on my part. Just because I want things to work so badly.. and if they don't this time I'll be in rough shape.

I just got home from lunch with Renee. Went to her jobby job, met some of her co-workers, had a huge ass salad (I miss those office building salad bars..), and now I'm home. Miraculously I actually didn't smoke until now. I went a whole 3 hours without it. Crazy.



I'm gonna go watch Harold & Kumar for the 80th time, remedy my sobriety, and probably play guitar hero. Word.