You took something away that I can never get back.

Was it your intention to do that?


I used to enjoy being there for him, but now I can't be, because I simply don't want to put up with the bullshit. And unfortunately that's an attachment.

And it's no longer my gun. Hope everyone on the team enjoys a new PMR. Even though I was told on many occasions that it was never mine to begin with. Not by Marc.. he at least indulged me when I would say it was mine. Hell, he did give it to me.







I'm officially out on the paintball thing. I'm choosing to stay away from something that just pisses me the fuck off, because I don't want to ruin something he really loves. If he came to a red sox game and bitched the whole time it would ruin it for me, so I'm just going to avoid creating an issue by being there. Even the one person that was my friend treated me like I was just another girl hanging around the team, so I was obviously unnecessary.
So, fuck it. I'm done.

I'm just hoping there's something else we can do together.

I really did like watching him play...