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I have been so crazy busy lately that I haven't had time to update this..


Pogo is doing well. He started eating again, but a little at a time. He's still on antibiotics so we're hoping he'll fully recover. Stupid vet.. how do you not wait until you know if a cat is going to live or die to say definitively one or the other. Don't tell me my cat is dying, then when I call back a few days later (only because you weren't open for 3 days..) you tell me he might be ok.. jerks..


Work is going well, thats pretty much my reason for not updating. That and my computer is dying a slow death.. the monitor is fucked, and the fan is now shitting the bed. Awesome.

And in other news, I broke up with Marc.. again..
This time i just don't even feel bad about it. I'm so fed up with the immature "you're attacking me" bullshit, when literally the words out of my mouth were: "I'm sick of waiting up for you, maybe we can say goodnight earlier." Somehow this equates to me attacking him, his job, and it was apparently necessary to let me know that many, many times. Oh well.. I have enough stress in my life, fuck getting it from a relationship.



Today was just really good.. I can't really disclose why.. but I'm in a great mood. Work almost seems exciting now.. ::giggle::

Tomorrow Bill, Seth, and myself will be starting our Guitar Hero night at work, so I will be in the office late... melting faces. I'll also be there early.. how early depends on my motivation after I get my ass up, throw on jeans, and smoke a bit. Usually Fridays make me want to move in slow-motion.. but this one seems to be planned out pretty well.

I guess I should try to sleep, but this nervous butterfly feeling is a little hard to ignore. It's not butterflies in thaaaat way.. no lovey dovey shit.. but in a 'I have no idea what's going to happen next' way. I kinda like it..









You know.. sometimes I get so sad when I see someone who deserves better than what they have. Someone who is wasting their time with someone they barely get along with, nevermind trying to connect with. I'm only 24, and I'm no therapist, but you my friend, are wasting yourself on someone who will only slowly take away from what a good person you are.
Just a thought...